Broken Hearts
I heard he’d moved on
Still had me though
Coming home from college
To my loving arms
He was harsh and moody
I felt isolated
Cut off divided
Always unhappy
I realized with shock
I deserved better
Tried hard to go
With no fuss
No muss
Avoid the trial, drama, and recriminations
We’d just be friends
He agreed, or so, I thought
But hearts are delicate
Feelings linger
And when I moved on
I still broke his heart
For he could see
I’d found the one
He told me he was broken
He cried, he ranted, he raged
He called me names
I forgave him…
Eventually, taking all the blame
I moved on, married,
Still, I wondered
How he was
Even though I was still angry
With his behaviour, all the same
I was vain enough to think
He’d never be okay
But he moved on
Got a life
Got a wife
We both made the choices
We needed to make
Some years later
We met again
He apologized for words said
We can now just be friends
And look back with fond memories
To hours of yesterday
When we were teens in love.
Taking a break
From drama and recriminations
Trying not to break hearts
We’d remain friends
I said, to let him down easy
We date other.
I went out with friends
I met the one
Who asked me out
I was honest with my former love
His heart crumpled
He raged, he cried
I felt bad
But it was over
I shattered his heart
In the theatre that night
We didn’t speak again
Until years later
His heart had recovered
He’d moved on
I felt less guilty
But I still knew
I was the one who broke his heart
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